CHAPTER 4 - Jonathan Harker's Journal Continued, part 8

As I sat I heard a sound in the courtyard without, the agonised cry of a woman.

I rushed to the window, and throwing it up, peered between the bars. There, indeed, was a woman with dishevelled hair, holding her hands over her heart as one distressed with running.

She was leaning against the corner of the gateway. When she saw my face at the window she threw herself forward, and shouted in a voice laden with menace, "Monster, give me my child! She threw herself on her knees, and raising up her hands, cried the same words in tones which wrung my heart.

Then she tore her hair and beat her breast, and abandoned herself to all the violences of extravagant emotion. Finally, she threw herself forward, and though I could not see her, I could hear the beating of her naked hands against the door. Somewhere high overhead, probably on the tower, I heard the voice of the Count calling in his harsh, metallic whisper.

His call seemed to be answered from far and wide by the howling of wolves. Before many minutes had passed a pack of them poured, like a pent-up dam when liberated, through the wide entrance into the courtyard. There was no cry from the woman, and the howling of the wolves was but short.

Before long they streamed away singly, licking their lips. I could not pity her, for I knew now what had become of her child, and she was better dead.

What shall I do?

What can I do? How can I escape from this dreadful thing of night, gloom, and fear?